Sometimes it’s better to move on than to hold on to a person who doesn’t understand you. Sometimes your absence will teach what your presence cannot. -Anonymous
To My Ex
Hey! Where on earth are you now? I ended up our relationship. (Yes, it’s “I” not “We”. I did not give you a chance to say a word. No No’s, no why’s.) After I gave you that full of shit letter, I never heard a word from you. What an obedient man.
(I have no intentions on writing this, I just can’t stop my fingers expressing how I felt after I read a more than 2years old conversation.)
Thank You, Dear for letting me know these by leaving your account open in my phone. (Never do this again. Mind that there is that so-called notifications.)
“I don’t feel loved by my own girlfriend.”
I’m guilty. I did not love you.
(But, I did not love you the way you want me to love you.)
“Lagi nalang akong last sa priority nya.”
I’m guilty. You’re always my last priority.
(But, your my last priority in your perspective. How can you even define priority?)
Di man ako yung girlfriend na ginusto mong maging, naging ako lang yung girlfriend na ako talaga. Minahal kita sa paraang alam ko. Siguro, 4th ka sa priorities ko. Family, TRUE Friends, Work, Ikaw. Pero di yan last, may mga kasunod pa yan.
I don’t have to defend myself but for once, di kita inargabyado. I saved you.
You’ve been a good boyfriend and I’ve been girlfriend who doesn’t know how to appreciate. (In the perspective of the people around us.)
Don’t worry, you left that thinking, I’m still that girl to them.
It’s better to move on than to hold on to a person who doesn’t understand you.
Siguro, yun yung kulang satin, mutual understanding.
Sabi ko nga, wala akong intensyon isulat to, bugso lang ng damdamin.
Kung nasaan ka man ngayon, sana successful ka na. Sana nakita mo na yung babaeng tinadhana sayo. Sana ubos na galit mo sakin.
Well, past is past. Nasaktan, umiyak, iniwan, nawala. Pero, ang importante, yung lesson na nakuha natin sa experience. Di ko pinagsisisihang sinagot kita. Di man natin nakita ang forever sa isa’t isa. Naging once upon a time naman natin ang isa’t isa.
(PS. After ko isulat ‘to mapaisip ako.. Yung totoo, nakamove-on ka na ‘te? Bakit affected ka pa sa lumang chat? Hahahaha. Hormones!!)